Date back for March- Birthday
This place has finally been temporarily settled so I'm trying to date back a few things which I think it's worth sharing, the most important thing will be my birthday.
It's my first "unoccupied" birthday. I believe...to a certain extend because of this reason, my sis and mom got me fully occupied on that day (actually that was the day b4 coz they spare me for my friends on my birthday), which I was very much impressed. Not until I was out of a relationship I then realize family is really a big backup for me. I was overwhelm with the love that they gave me...without them I think I will feel so lonely and just wanna hide myself. You know, as you are growing older, actually birthday becomes less exciting as before, and gradually you won't expect surprises on your birthday. I doesn't mean one don't hope to celebrate birthday, just that at the end of the day, it won't matters too much even if there really gets no one to celebrate with you.....Well, I mean to a certain years of age, you will understand the fact that your friends have their own lives and people to take care of and you will very much forgive them for not showing concern on your birthday....at least this is how I feel.
It's my first "unoccupied" birthday. I believe...to a certain extend because of this reason, my sis and mom got me fully occupied on that day (actually that was the day b4 coz they spare me for my friends on my birthday), which I was very much impressed. Not until I was out of a relationship I then realize family is really a big backup for me. I was overwhelm with the love that they gave me...without them I think I will feel so lonely and just wanna hide myself. You know, as you are growing older, actually birthday becomes less exciting as before, and gradually you won't expect surprises on your birthday. I doesn't mean one don't hope to celebrate birthday, just that at the end of the day, it won't matters too much even if there really gets no one to celebrate with you.....Well, I mean to a certain years of age, you will understand the fact that your friends have their own lives and people to take care of and you will very much forgive them for not showing concern on your birthday....at least this is how I feel.
But for this time, I was really very surprised! Nearly can't remember for how long we haven't been out to have a "whole family" gathering for a special event( those who knows me will understand my family situation ).... sis specially arranged her day off just for my birthday celebration and since my dad also came back from work, we all went to a hotel to have brunch buffet which my mom already booked beforehand. That day was superb!!!! The food was good, the atmosphere was good, everything was just so good! I was so happy. Not just treating me for a great lunch, my sis and mom even bought me birthday present which I think it's too expensive. Can you feel the love that I was flooded in? Not until that moment I then realize how selfish I was to left them for some unrelated ones on my birthday before. I will always remember this birthday. Such a regret that i haven't taken any photos with them....but anyway, the pictures will always be in my mind.
posted by wai @ 5:02 am
