CHEESE FONDUE~
Had a great nite with Dayz and the two of us had Cheese Fondue yesterday at the Spaghetti House.... it's so deliciousssssss~ very heavy but very 滿足!!!!!er...wait... have I forget my keep fit plan already?! haaaaaa....
anyway...go and hv a try...u'll feel very happy after your meal~
Can u see my future?
this two terms :"虎頭蛇尾" + "寂寞" are keep struggling me these days.......i guess that's the PMS but it's just still sustaining till now...put me in deep depression...."虎頭蛇尾" is the character that derived from my drawing of a tree in the last lesson...the teacher is somewhat like a psychologist and he spent the whole lesson showing his skills, on our request, to look into our character. I did 反省after that and realize that's just so true.... i can never finish a book; i start off tidying my room a bit but then it still remain in a mess at the end of the day; i start doing my homework, completed some but then end up didn't hand in coz there's still one or two incomplete.....there r just lots to prove that i m such a 虎頭蛇尾person....and this can be reflected at work too....... for no doubt i guess others in my workplace may have already noticed this......
the goal that i should achieve nx yr is to be having an outstanding work performance...... isn't this like joking....i can't see how can i achieve that...
and then "寂寞" strike me suddenly, feel like i've got no one and in turn no one needs me..... and with this loneliness, i collapsed one night and can't help crying till late......
and the question " what's the motivation of my life?" keep calling out from my mind......
i need an answer....
i know i must do sth to improve myself....but i can't find the motivation.....what can i do?
here comes another word my sister once mentioned...................
"LOSER"
dear whitemorning
things aren't going so well these days..... at work or with ppl.....moods are low.not just with myself but with my cared friends as well.......one of my friends used to hv a very lovely blog and it become a place that i often visit while surfing the net... today when i go to it again... a letter, very simple black ink written on a white paper, was posted .....and the site will never be back again...
the screen in front of me is soooooo impressive....i can hardly describe how i feel in words with her handwriting imposed on me... it's heartbreaking....
she's torn i know......
" u gotta be strong gal...pls take care "