Sunday, December 02, 2007
內疚的烙印
跟以前的那個他拍拖前都知道班上有另一個女同學a喜歡他,而她也是我的中學同學.前幾天舊中學同學聚會中見了a 的好朋友,她告訴我我跟他的拍拖實在狠狠的傷透了a,輾轉間她現在和女孩子在一起了.....雖說她和她現在的partner很恩愛,但知道這件事仍然讓我很震撼....心難過了好一陣...2/12 星期六和奶逛完街後獨個兒坐地鐡回家,聽着i pod的我轉車後坐了下來,弄着手上的i pod,然後抬頭見對面來了一對情侶,本來都不甚為意的,但看着看着就覺得那個女性化一點的很眼熟....突然就認得是a了!!! 心然後就狂跳起來....頭垂得越來越低扮弄着i pod...最後更裝起睡來......心就是不知怎的總覺得面對不了她....就是對她有點很內疚的感覺...但回過頭看...她好像比我幸福,她繼續跟他是朋友,又遇上了她喜歡的人....而我還偶爾要被這段情的傷口刺痛着...現在還要留下這對a 內疚的烙印.....呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀呀.........很可惡呀!!!!!!!!
A little bit about me...
@t, wai, lenis
a female
lazy
clumsy
unambitious
loves to travel
easily satisfied
orientationless
can't think too far and too detail
thinks that artistic people are very admirable
smart only in a discussion topic that's outside work
efforts are only put on non-urgent and time consuming self projects
loves carbs very very much and that's why "keeping fit" is the ever-necessary goal in her life but never succeed
putting make-up, shopping, crying in the shower, concentrating into those self projects are her self-cure
Just having a plain ordinary life but still wanna express the feelings on the bits and pieces in it
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