Moody February ...is gone!
This February ... for some unknown reason...I'm so depress.....maybe it's the PMS again... maybe it's the unrelated-to-me-Valentines' .........i don't know....
But there's really sth not doing too good this February..... again, another friend broke up ...we just can't understand how some men are just natural bustard; n at work, I was always picked on by a bxxch....who made me very very stressful and tense at work...
Luckily, after a night out with some friends, I'm okay again....this obviously proved that having company to hear u moaning does effectively ease ur trouble...
To continue the last entry again... friendship, I believe it's like relationship in fate, the bonds btw u n ur friends sometimes can last forever, but sometimes they just break up.... some ppl u meet them earlier in time but u take yrs before u realize u can become friends...or some u even won't be friends with.....and some ppl just click with u and be friends very soon after u know each other......since it's like relationship, I believe it's wise to take it easy if things doesn't work out one day.....of course u gotta treasure every true friend u have...and u just don't need to be upset if u haven't found ur true friend yet...I believe its all about timing... when time's come you'll meet someone who really understands u .
These days, like I've lost a friend...i feel I've devoted too much n one day I feel really tired..n our friendship just faded....it's sad of course, but I think it's sth that just happen....maybe one day again we'll pick it back up....let's see......
n here comes a new colleague, her background is interesting n it's quite nice being friends with her.....our hobbies and taste are quite similar ...i'm glad she comes in my workplace and makes me feel that finally i've a similar-aged colleague to accompany me outside work... i always fancy having some social drinks after work but in my workplace ppl just gone home n busy with their own business...until she comes i can finally experience thisss ...yeah~~~ i hope she'll stay longer and we can develop more in our friendship... :)
When true friendship fades
It's like there's no longer any topics in the conversations....so better don't talk.It's just sth that may happen when time comes.
It's when one side devoted too much and finally feeling tired enough.
It's when one side occupied by too many other things and gradually not missing the other, without noticing.
It's better to let it be...and no need to think too much who's right or wrong.
Yet, guess they'll still believe they're true friends forever...just the feelings are kept by heart.
True friendship is actually quite like love relationship.........
When was the last time i felt truly loved?
Somebody is breaking up...extremely broken-hearted...putting in every effort to discard the old damn him inside her.....painful though...Somebody had broken up .....extremely broken-hearted....a not-actually-that-into him devoted everything to her.....she's not sure whether it's right to do but gave him a chance....still with an unhealed broken heart.......
Somebody has just broken up......broken-hearted... in the midst of healing n fate let her meet again a long-known someone in this critical harsh time to take her thro'.....
Somebody has been single for years......a few seems-to-be-right passed by.....and finally she met the brave enough one to walk with her again....
Somebody had broken up for long....hidden the pain deep inside.....the pain will slip out every now and then ......feeling heart broken still.......finally met a new not-actually-that-into him after all these years...stupid enough to be touched by his appear-to-be-devoting-everything acts on her and get herself into a ridiculous relationship.....the damn him regret and return to his what he claimed as no-longer-loving-anymore original gal frd....she realized she was so naive.....she felt so disgusting about the jerk's action only but not really being hurt....she was frustrated though...
When was the last time i felt truly loved?