Life is like a mess
The person mentioned in the previous post drag me into a mess again...I'm disappointed that i put too much of myself into it again and can hardly pull myself out of the pain...
I can't figure out wat's gone wrong, but feeling kindda painful of losing him...for now we can't even be friends
Life's like this... as wat kym had said to me...there's sth just not meant to be, no matter how much u like it or want it. I'm quite settled with this idea, that's y i hvn't do anything irrational to try changing the current situation.....
i feel sad abt the situation that we've come to...but i guess it's better to leave it this way, maybe one day when things and feeling fades....we can talk again.
COMMUNICATION and REFLECTION is the two words to conclude wat's being missed out in this past relationship, SELFISH is the word to describe how both of us had behaved.
It's just tat we've made a mistake of still trying to linger on and be frds after we realized we actually couldn't work out.......
at this moment, i'd need to learn how to love..... more precisely, how to love and appreciate myself before i can know how to feel comfortable in loving someone and letting someone to feel comfortable in loving me....
i dun hate him actually, i just wish he knew i'm not a byatch as wat he thought i was....
wasting too much of my time feeling miserable, there's much more meaningful things out there that i can do instead of this....
yea...gotta fix myself asap.
posted by wai @ 8:05 pm
