Life's going on

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

who ain't unselfish?

everyone live their lives in their own way.

i choose to think simple. thinking simple makes my life easier n happier.

for sth i've forgotten, i believe unconsciously i choose to forget. forgetting things that i want to forget also makes my life easier n happier.

i always can't see the background stories of certain outcomes. my brain is incapable to analyze the background, or simply i m just not willing to explore the evil facts, for exploring these facts can no longer change the results. not knowing the background stories makes my life easier n happier.

telling me to think complicatedly, i feel suffocated.

bringing back things that i've forgotten, i feel suffocated.

revealing the background and making me face the evil facts, i feel suffocated.

i just wanna be superficial. i choose to be just superficial.

i admit that i m selfish and i just want to live in my own way.

i believe nth is definitely right or wrong. no one is definitely right or wrong. i dun wanna judge what is right or what is wrong. i dun wanna judge who is right or who is wrong.

i hv a sister. i hv a mom. i hv a dad. i just want to hv my own linkages with each of them, i dun wanna care how they link with one another. it's just this simple. this is selfish but this makes my life easier n happier.

ppl may not agree with my way of life but i believe this is what best for me, at least at this moment. i hope one day for those who do not agree can accept i am who i am. i also hope that i will change one day only if it's for good.

i m selfish.

Monday, March 08, 2010

New life

7. MAR . 2010.

I started my brand new life.

a day to prove "the best is yet to come". i "reunited" with peter again. feelings hasn't changed between us. we're still the same old best mates. thanks God for his mercy.