Things these days.....積極人生計劃.....world cup
too many things' been happening these days...
damn busy on assignments for the master course......too sorry for being late n now risk the consequence of failing the subject and may need to retake ... that means the time for completing this goddamn thing will need to be prolonged ..... hate it~
a jerk at work, who's supposed to be more "junior" than me was provoking me one day.....i m furious about it....spoke to the managers but then they brought out the issue that i'm not presenting my "seniority" !!! otherwise i shouldn't have been giving him the chance to provoke me!!!! they asked me to think about what do i want from my career.... simply just job satisfaction or do i want to see my prospectus? damn... of course i wanna see my prospectus...but then that jerk is their cuddles and they give him damn lot of opportunities than any other of us who are more "senior" than him....what else could we say? we don't have say in this department..... there's no systematic training programme for staff... we can only wait for merci so that the manager can grant us opportunities to learn new techniques......but then this jerk knows all the tactics to please them n all the opportunities goes to him....and he knew that he's more superior than us...he knew he'll be promoted first before us....he just looks down on every other of us....... such a twat!!!
honestly i dun like this department, i want to leave one day but not before i've learnt all the basic techniques so that i could have at least built a solid fundamentals to go to a new environment....the managers keep saying they've looked up on me but then it's been five years working....and they're not giving me chances....prolly this is only just their tactics to keep silly staff like me to stay while other colleagues are making their choices n leave.......so, should i still wait? there're lots of opportunities out there at the moment, should i stay or should i go??????????? this is struggling me .....esp. when all my buddies at work have chosen to leave~ such a difficult decision.....arrrrrghhhhhhh~~
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rite...let's forget about the troubles at the moment and talk abt sth else. now when all my assignments been done n i'm having a lil break.... i m thinking of my 積極人生計劃～
1. think seriously on whether i should quit.... and when
2. 減肥in one month~ last night took some fotos n i looked fat like a pig.... so that must be hell-style keep fit project!!!!!!! cut food.....junk food.....keep the routine of those diet drinks....n workout....at least... two times a week?!
3. fix my apartment!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
4. read
5. art life
6. investment
7. plan my business
8. work-life balance...maintaining a bit of social gathering with frds instead of back home to hea the whole night after work!
The plan is going to start.......NOW!!
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it's world cup time....but then coz of homework i'm just watching my first one on the match of portugal vs brazil....n that's sucks...super boring.......the only gd moment was when C Ron took off his jersey for exchange with the brazil's one........
hopes there's some gd ones later on..... luckily there's cable TV now in sis's home :)
posted by wai @ 11:23 am
