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Tuesday, August 17, 2010

May God give them strength

I can't stop thinking about the following two ladies, i met one in person n heard about the other from some colleagues today...n making me feeling upset.....

i met the nice lady again (who's having a lovely family with a gd husband and a teenage son) ....yes.....unfortunately i met her at work.... for i few seconds i could hardly recognize her....she's extremely skinny right now and obviously her situation gone worse and is affecting her nerves that is controlling her left eye muscles and thus it can focus the way normally.....i dun wanna use the word "sympathy"....i'd say i feel heartbroken seeing her looking like this.....she's like an old frd of mine and i just can't help giving her a big hug....although she has no problem with mobility, she is so weak now n she told me that she's actually coming back for antibiotic treatment for pneumonitis... i'm feeling so heavy after she left.....

some time later the day i overheard the conversation between my colleagues that was abt the sweet gal that i always talk abt here....sadly she's coming back to us again for another palliative treatment, her situation now is not optimistic as well, her treatment could not start even when all the preparation work were ready coz her condition now is so poor, again i feel heartbroken when i heard my colleague said she's signed for the DNR form....DO NOT RESUSCITATE....how sad...but i'm sure she knows best what's good for herself...she's always been a smart and self-conscious gal....

I'll be doing prayers for them tonight, may God give them strength.